your body called. it wants you back.
look at you, wanting more out of life.
Well, hello there.
You came for a podcast episode and somehow found yourself at the entrance of a playground.
Welcome.
That you’re here tells me you’re a curious soul. With an insatiable longing for more and an ache that all the learning, seeking, and working on yourself has yet to touch, let alone satisfy.
If you enjoyed my conversation with Rachel on the Spiritual Spotlight Series, consider this your invitation to step beyond the conversation and into the experience.
Maybe you're wondering what life might feel like if you spent less time trying to fix yourself and more time actually inhabiting yourself and the world at large.
hint, hint: More pleasure. More wonder. More delicious, messy, magnificent humanity.
If that's the kind of more you're after, you're in excellent company.
provocateur of goosebumps.
cartographer of joy.
weaver of magic.
provocateur of goosebumps. cartographer of joy. weaver of magic.
come back to your wild intelligence.
What if the wisdom you're searching for isn't something you need to acquire?
What if it's something you've been carrying all along?
Beneath the noise of expectation, the habits of self-improvement, and the relentless instructions about who you should become, there's a more ancient intelligence at work. It speaks through sensation, impulse, curiosity, and desire.
I’ve created three guided audio experiences to reconnect with the primordial intelligence of your body through movement, curiosity, and expression.
Not another project of becoming.
An invitation to discover what’s already alive.
Free.
"that was exquisite"
"pure juiciness"
"it feels like being at home in myself in a way that I’ve always longed for"
"that was exquisite" "pure juiciness" "it feels like being at home in myself in a way that I’ve always longed for"
three doorways.
one wonderfully alive human body.
Devotional Movement
The pleasure of being moved.
What if movement could be a form of prayer? A way of honoring the extraordinary experience of being alive?
This guided experience invites you to listen to how your body longs to move, following sensation, impulse, and delight. No steps to learn. Nothing to get right. Just the pleasure of letting yourself be moved, turning movement into an act of shapeshifting the sacred.
Sensuous Curiosity
The art of being deliciously available.
How much of the world are you willing to let in? The textures, colors, sounds, sensations, and surprises that are always arriving.
This guided experience invites you to indulge your senses, expand your curiosity, and rediscover the extraordinary pleasure of paying attention.
Embodied Language
Let the body have the pen.
What if writing wasn't about knowing what to say, but discovering something through the act of saying it?
This guided experience invites you to follow sensation, imagination, and impulse onto the page, allowing words to emerge from the whole of your being. A playful exploration of language with a pulse, a texture, a little flesh on its bones.
No writing experience necessary. Just a willingness to be surprised.
"a holy experience"
"that was such a gift that I'm still experiencing"
"it was gorgeous. just gorgeous."
"a holy experience" "that was such a gift that I'm still experiencing" "it was gorgeous. just gorgeous."
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provocations seeking curious humans
There are delightful disturbances wandering around looking for someone willing to entertain them. Rumor has it, one of them might be looking for you.
Care to make their acquaintance?
No conclusions required.
"beyond words"
"I'm still buzzing"
"it felt like I stepped through the looking glass"
"so yummy... soooo yummy"
"beyond words" "I'm still buzzing" "it felt like I stepped through the looking glass" "so yummy... soooo yummy"
A little more about the woman in your ears…
hello, i'm nicole.
Provocateur of goosebumps. Cartographer of joy. Enthusiastic student of being human.
My work is part playground, part laboratory, part love affair with being alive.
We begin with a simple belief: your body isn't a problem to solve. It's a world to discover.
provocateur of goosebumps.
cartographer of joy.
weaver of magic.
provocateur of goosebumps. cartographer of joy. weaver of magic.
“…That was, that was amazing. It was amazing. Mmmmm. What you just did, it was just, I can’t even tell you....
Nicole is magic... She grounds any storm and loosens any stuck... You feel held in her cocoon while emboldened by her confidence.
Nicole is a true teacher... guiding you to the edge, standing back to watch you fly.”
look at you, still wanting more.
Good. Let's give that appetite somewhere to play.